This is going to be another one of those "depressing" entries, but hey, my life is depressing right at this moment, so get over it....

--WHY do parents want to RUIN YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS??!?! I was feeling SO ambitious today...you know, about scoring really high on my SAT, and getting some scholarships...but what did my mom say...

" You have to think REALISTICALLY honey...One day, you are going to have to live in the REAL world..."

You know what mom, you can just GO DIE, OK! Talk about a let down! I mean, I am crushed! So what if I havent done anything about college yet...you didnt FORCE me to take the SATs my junior year...(not that its her fault, but STILL!)

There is nothing more in this world that I would love right now, than to score a freaking 1300 on my SAT, get a full ride to an OUT-OF-STATE college, come back home, punch my mom in the face, and say " I TOLD YOU SO!"

But, hey...lets be "realistic" shall we?

So this is what I am thinking at the moment....I am NOT GOING TO COLLEGE! I am going to freaking work at Chickfila for the rest of my life, never amount to ANYTHING, and DIE POOR!!!!!...I mean, thats what my parents are expecting...

Right now, though, I am guessing my "options" are for an In-State-School, because we are a middle class family, (and the state OBVIOUSLY thinks that my parents, who have a family of 5, and also have one going into college) can afford to send ANOTHER kid into college, and still have money to support themselves!

Anyway, if you'll excuse me, I think I'll go drown myself in my sorrow, while listening to some "angry chick" music...